model wanna be.

i was a model , yes i am. but im getting fat and i quit and then i've done crazy diet and im getting skinny again ,but im not a model anymore. i really want to be but just not the right time. maybe sometimes.

well i got some (maybe?) good photoshoot. there are some of it ;)

well,,,, is not really that bad right? maybe its doesnt look like a real model ,maybe next time i post it when i really really become a model . amin ^^

getting close

HURAAAY!!!
yey my mom and him were geting close and getting close again,
yesterday is one of the best day i ever know ...
me , my boyfriend and my mom were going shopping and having dinner together
first because SimpangLima is closed because Semarang anniversary so we cant go to CL or Paragon then we're going to JavaMall.
im so excited because we are having so much fun, im in love with him
and im in love with my mom too hhe
and both people who ilove so much were getting close !!! oh my god who the hell i am if im not happy ? of course im happy , getting crazy maybe hahaha




:*******

take it and dont break it

Putra Bintang Rizalditya

yes that is his name,
ilove his name as much as i love him hehe
finally after a longlong time yes im fallin in love
maybe i never get any long relationship b4 ,i just got like 5 month and 9 month but i thought that i'll get it soon .
with this man i'm sure that everything is gonna be okay
i love him and he loves me
i miss him everytime like he miss me too
i look at his eyes because he look at my eyes first
i hug him and dont wanna let him go
i dont know how long this relationship could be, but i hope this is last forever
however and whatever happens i will always remember him ,
ilove him i trust him i miss him ,
:*
my dear one , i just can see it in your eyes how much you love me ,
thanks bby . for once again . iloveyou

life is short

now here i am ,
typing for what im thinking about.
i just remember , life is just too short for people like us,

15 years and i still think that i wasted my times , my short lifes with a lot of things that very borrrriiiing .

in past , like 8 years ago . my dad passed away ,and he still 36 years old.
im still in 2nd grade . and i still cant believe that ,
he handsome and awesome
he is my superhero
and he was my future husband ,

nobody can choose their life,
nobody can make her own destiny .
every single way that i do is also usefull but thats not effective actually
we can see , people on the road ,
people who sleep with no bed ,
no respect
and no love.

maybe those people cannot make their own destiny
but if they can make their life better, but i think that they just dont get it , how is life things, this THING work
they just regret ,
they just gave up .
they dont understand how to make their life better

and now , they sleep in the cold dark side,
without no bed, no stories , no blanket, no kiss, no love, no food, no money , and hopeless

thats why i want to say to all of you who read this
maybe we cant make our own destiny , but if we try we can make it better
so dont you ever gave up and surrender
we just have to keep our passion to make it stronger

i believe that everybody can do it.
just keep trying people.

xoxo , WD

duniaku

oke ak cm mau sharing aja tentang hidup ku .
duniaku , dan pandanganku

mungkin di pandangan orang lain aku itu berkesan bahagia, mewah dan seneng terus
tapi mereka ga tau di balik semua itu terkadang aku nangis , sedih , nglamun dll
kita tu harus mensyukuri .i know .
tapi kadang hidup itu sakit ya , bener kata bapak sosio ,
"hidup itu buruk, hidup itu indah , hidup itu buruk tetapi bisa menjadi indah apabila kita berusaha."
aku kadang bsa seneng banget bisa ketawa banget sama temen2 sama kluarga
tapi kadang aku bs sedih banget sampe nangis2 cuma gara2 satu msalah

kamu tau ga hidupitu bisa jadi sesuatu yang sempurna apabila kita terus jadi suatu org yg konsisten , dan hidup itu bisa jadi buruk banget kalau kt sendiri g bs ngertiin diri kita sendiri . :)

i wish you were burn in hell

yah , buat kalian semua cowok2 yang ngerasa ga setia dan ga bs ngehargain perasaan cewek lain ,
that tittle is the good one for you , burn in hell boys

oke first of all ,
bs ga sih kalian tu cuma deketin satu cewek aja?
aku yakin dluar sana ada cowok yang setia dan g bakal nyia2 in cewek yang dia deketin gtu aja
tapi kalian yang ada d skitarku skrg ,
use your brain dude, ! oh i think you dont hv any, good

kalian pikir kalian tu yg terbaik ya?
malemnya ngrayu kek , blg sayang kek , nembak kek
paginya? siang nya? malemnya? besoknya , kamu udh sama cewek lain
yah ,thats the one what makes me really want to kill you , cut you in piece and burn you into a dust , feel that !

yah aku harep cowok2 yang ga kayak gtu bs tetep setia sm pcrnya
tlg deh jgn brubah , dont change into a jerk like them

and maybe i can find one of that type , the one who respect me and i respect him , the one who love me and i love him , the one who stare in my eyes and say iloveyou like i do love him
i hope so ,
thats all , i already threw up everything , thanks

dance with my father again :')

Back when I was a child
Before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high
And dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around till I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved

If I could get another chance
Another walk, another dance with him,
I'd play a song that would never ever end
How I'd love love love, to dance with my father again

When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way I would run from her to him
He'd make me laugh just to comfort me
Then finally make me do just what my momma said
Later that night, when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me

If I could steal
One final glance
One final step
One final dance with him
I'd play a song that would never ever end
Cause I'd love love love to dance with my father again

Sometimes I'd listen outside her door
I'd hear how my mother cried for him
I'd pray for her even more than me

I know I'm praying for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved
I know you don't do it usually
But dear Lord she' s dying to dance with my father again

Every night I fall asleep
And this is all I ever dream

i will miss you guys.

hey . 7th may 2010
its our day. !
pengumuman kita lulus atau ulang.
yey. maybe ada 1 temen kita yg msh butuh perjuangan . tapi ini bukan akhir segalanya.
i believe he can do it.
ga ada org yg g bs kalau g usaha.
i know you can my friend,
and for the others. congrats for your graduate.
i knew i will miss you guys.
dimana aku bisa nemuin temen temen sekocak kalian coba?
ayu a.k, laras, vania, jane, odhi, elis, amel , ditha, ayu astrid, tika, tyas, dabel , krisna, juon, dimas, kholiq, hadiyan, yona, falah, irfan,zada, cepe, milla, shinta, asti, kiki, acil, azhar, galang, bhebel, dp, afi, soka , saras, vierly, bephe, oman, brian, gana, marcel, rio, sbw, rito, desrian, sakti, bakuh, ipin, aljay, satria, dan yg lainnya yg sampe g bsa aku sebutin satu satu . aku syg bgt sm kaliaaaaan,

espescially buat ayah kom, iloveyou muuaah,


g bisa bayangin g ada kalian pas sma. mungkin iya kita bakal nemuin temen baru, tapi aku yakin ga ada yg bs nggantiin kalian di hati aku . i knew ,i will reallyreally miss you guys!

hey

wow, udh lama bgt ya gag nulis kamu .

sibk nih kan kelas 3 ahaha.
doain ya , kmrin abis un biar nilenya bagus, sma besok mau uas+praktek.
sama maujianmasuk sma3 ,.
y tuhaaan,,
gag kerasa banget udh mau sma,
kayaknya kemarin aku baru masuk sekolah pake tas ransel barbie.ihihi
sekarang udh waktnya beranjak dewasa.
bayangin pake kebaya sama toga, sumpah degdegan banget.

ada satu pertanyaan sih, apa di sma ak bisa jadi a better person? ihope so . hhe
duh walapun seneng ttp sdih aja ya bayangin psah sama tementemen yang udh deket banget .
mereka udh jadi bagian dlm hidupku ,
semua anak angkatan 6 al azhar. you are the best. and i really love you all,
pkoknya kita ttp inget satu sama lain ya, aku yakin kita bisa sukses di esok hari. soalnya kita udh dididik baik baik d al azhar
ak syg kalian !pertahanin semua ajaran baik di kita.
and goodlck for you guys. semangaaaaaaaaaaaat!

ilove you all

people said love is everything!
absolutely agree for that , but my love is for you my friends

ih ya ampun , gue udh sdar skrg temen mmg sgalanya,
drpada mikirin cowok yg kalo nanti putus jadi bikin bete sendiri , mending temen yg ga bakal pernah putuss,
cerita punya cerita nih aku punya temen temen yg cantik bin ajaib , dan pastinya mereka sng bgt punya temen kyk akuu ,huahaha
ini ada foto kita barenng , liaat dehh .
kita cantik kan ? iya kan ? iya donng , hhi

1st of all
-bunda.
siapa sih yang ga kenal sama namanya audina larasati ? gila ni anak eksis banget dah dengan segala tembong di sekitar hidungnyaa, sumpaaah eksotis bangjet. haha
kalo gag ada bunda bakal sepi sedih gundah resah CEMAS, haha
tapi kenapa dia di panggil bunda? selain paling tua di antara semuanya bunda mmng dewasa pikirannya,terus kalo udh di samping nya mibo nyengirnyengir sendiri , mmg anak bpk DADANG ini heboh bener, pas masih orok udh silat kali ya di dlm hha
susah bikin dia nangiss haha.
pinter -pasti- cantik -iya dong- baik -iya juga.
pokoknya ilove bunda
oiya mau liat tembong eksotisnya nih ak kash sample, (liat langsung lebih eksotis loh,buahaha)
watch her nose, move your eyes little bit to right, SEE? tembong there! hha

2nd
-ayu aka
ayuayu ak sayang ayu deh ,haha

andeng andeng nya ada di tenngah hidung dia, walopun g ykn juga dia punya hidung apa gag,haha
dulu ak sempet ada konflik sm ayu , mmg ak sh yang salah , khilaf deh , ayu memaaang baik bgt sbr bgt ngadepin ak pas itu maf ya ayu iloveyoufull.
skrg ak udh deket lagi sm ayu , ayu ud sering curhat sm aku seneng deh ,
dia tuh dket sm yg di atas, si bunda maksudnyaa, , hho .
udh kyk soulmate deh smpe pd takut ditinggal gtu , co cweet dah
ayu sayaaang bgt sama yg namanya KIKI PARASTO , udh 1 tahun mereka jalani hubungan , tp aku salut sm ayu bener bener g pernah macem" pegangan tgn aja g pernah , bnr" cntoh yg baik .xD
ayu tu sabar, rajin beribadah, tapi sensitif bgt , ak sering pingin nangis kalo liat ayu cerita tntg kiki ,sbr y syg ,cupcup oekoek,, xp
ayu skrg cntk deh saya iri huh,
sekian , oiya lupa , PIPINYA dia adalah the greatest thing ive ever seen ,huaha
nh potonya
(sama si kiki lo haha)



3rd
-odhi
siti authira lanacitraa.haha, dasar siti ngaku namanya odi , jahaha
ni anak memang tuyul ajaib , kononnya dia tu alien tau ngeri deh , usulpunyausul ,. mana ada org punya jidat selebar itu ,haha

tapi dia ga bs pulang ke planetnya , soalnya pesawat nya dia dimakan sm buaya , innalillah,,,
tapi aku syg kamu kok yul ,hha
dasar atun !
dulu aku g deket sama odi , tp kelas 9 jd deket gtu gra gra sklas di kls motivasi ,
skrg kalo ngekek sm si anak g bakal berhenti deh ,
liat wjhnya aja udh busaan gtu mulut nahan ngekek , haha
yah ini anak pindahan dr malay , gayanya aja anak malay ,trnyate anak ind asli ,haha
pinter iya pasti , odhi itu sekarang lg seneng bikin video gtu buat spd , so sad deh bikin nangis dasar alien ,
kalau odhi pindah pasti sedih , kan langka punya temen tuyul plus alieeen , hhu
nih potonyaa
tu kan tuyul haha'

4th
-elis,
si nonik ayaaang, ahaha , elis wajahnya lugu dan mmg masih lugu ,
y ampun lucu bgt liat elis.
elis kalo nyanyiitu suaranya lembut ,
g pernah aneh aneh dan memang g bs aneh aneh, '
alice syg bgt sm syalala.
alice kalo nangis lucu deh , tapi aku gamau liat elis nangis ,hhu
elis kalau takut blg aja , aku pasti bantu ,

elis bisa kok dpt yg terbaik , amiiin

ahaha, tapi kalo liat elis aku NGAKAK . wajahnya lucu og , maf y syg ,
kamu cantik kok lebih dr kebo , tp sm yg lain gtau ,hha
nh fotonya nonik ,hhi
she is oriental girl, hha!
5th
-ditha
ditayaaang , anak satu ini imut imut gtu deh walopun amitamit
paling manja di antara kita semua , tapi itu kok yg bikin kita syg sm kamu
dita skrg lg sam a brondong lo ,
tapi kalo mmg cocok moga langgeng y syg ,
kalo bwa bekal pake rantang loh , baguuss , gyagaha

kalo bobok jg kadang sm ibu MAYA , hhe
dita dulu pernah di jahatin sm cowok , pingin bunuh tu cowok yg bisabisanya nyakitin kamu syg. lupakan yaa
dita ini ,, pinterr, lucu , gokil , nggilani , senengnya goyang pantat , haha
apalagi y bngng ,
nh fotonyaaa

6th
-vania
ini anak satu kata deh HIPERBOLA , hha
apalagi kalo suruh akting gtu ,jagonyaa,
hha
dia lagi suka sm setan yg namanya dragon ball ,
umm vania puitis bgt , sukanya bikin puitis,
trus dikasih aku , nge fans kali ya sm aku ? hha, gag deng cuma minta pendapat ,

vania ak syg kamu ,
nih dia kakak dr kembarannya yg nanti aku tulis juga,
aku gamau dia pindah ,
udh terlanjur deket ,
aku gamau pisah ,
di semarang aja van .
hhu
udh dh nanti sedih ,
nh fotonya.


7th
-jane
jane ini kembarannya vania , dia adik nya jarak 5 menit , kasian bu lucy nahan mbrojol lima menit, haha

jen tu tampangnya polon ,haha tapi kalo baru kenal mungkin bakal ngira jane judes padahal kagak sama sekali kok
pipinya kenceng empuk gtu enk deh ,
aku juga gamau jen pindah ,
jen harusnya di semarang aja , g ush pindaaah jen ,
pokoknya kaka syg jeen
nih foto diaa,

8th
-amel
nih dia diva sekolah kita, gila suaranya bikin merinding ,tapi kalo nyanyi kayak ngeden
amel sm kayak aku , foto genik banget ,
alias foto menipu , hahaha,
amel tu baik , ga bisa nolak , ga enakan ,

tapi agak lebay juga , kadang nyengak juga,
hha, tapi baik deh orgnya ,benran
dia trauma sama yg namanya i*n , ahaha
sbr ya mel
amel tu g pernah berpihak , jd asik ,kalo di ajak curhat malah ikut nangis ,hha
nih poto ,susah ni anak g punya fb ah ,



now. the last but not least ,
nah ini dia sang penulis, di antara semuanya banyk yg blg yg paling cantik getooh , mmg ssah y jadi org cantik hha,

(rinindya wlan armandanni ) tuh kan saya fotogenik ,haha.

- ok end of discussion ya, -

gue lesbian?!!!bhuawawhahaha

sumpah ya gag ngira ada orang yg kebanyakan ide sampe g logis gtu dh idenyaa.
bisanya dia nuduh org lain doang.
masa dia bilang gue lesbiaaan? gila aajaaaa yaa.
kalo gue lesbian ngapain dlu gue sama dia?
bodo banget sumpah .

sekrang dia minta maf lagi ke gue. sekarang gini deh mana ada orang yg terima dikatain kayak gtu ,
keluarga gue mbela juga masa g boleh ,
oh god you created that people ?

sekarang dia pake boongboong gt
gmana keluargaku g tambah emosi ?! liat dia bukannya jujur malah nyari alasan gtu ,sumpah ya.
image dia tu makin jelek ,apalagi di mata mamah gue .katanya udh kyak pingin diapain aja.

buat si dia ini .
pelajaran agama sh bilang kebohongan itu buat kita yg ga mau jujur, bikin sesat tau .
sdgkan kalo jujur dan kita mmang bener" bertanggung jawab itu baru jalan kebaikan

nah tu denger kata allah , , kalo lo sering solat juga mesti sadar .bahwa kalo lo ngtain gue, sama aja lo ngatain ciptaan allah


sekian,(mau share komik dari kaskus ah buat hiburaan , jangan dibata ya gan masih nubi gilee,haha)

lagilagi gini

capek ga pernah bisa terus sama satu cowok
entah cowoknya yg ada alasan ato aku nya yg gag cocok ,
mgkn bener kata keluarga , ga boleh buruburu

i tired to be like this, why?
pingin saaama satuu aja. tapi kapan ?
sumpah ak bingung ,
skrg ak bngung , apa ak bener udh saking jengkel , gonduk , kecewa plus ngrasa g cocok sm dia, ud berarti ak g cinta?
ak HARUS mutusin dia? bener" harus?
tapi gmana? kapan ? caranya?
please help me!!

kocak gokil dah !hha

ckck , ternyata pembantu itu mmang tdak boleh terlalu dpercayaaa!!

dia MENCURIIII!!
wah parah deh , bener . waktu di awal" aja tu ya uuh , baik banget maaaang ,
masakaaan nya apalagi baik banget rasanya. hha
eh , tapi banyak gosip miring tu tntg diaa.
ada yg blg dulu sm majikannya nggak ngembaliin duit. ngambil barang . etc
trus kita tanya tu k orgnya.. dia blg intinya dia g salah gtuu. . eh dgn bodohnya kita percaya kok ,,
kita kasian sma dia nih ,
eh ladalah abis mlm taun baru jededeng something happen nih
mamah aku mau ngeluarin mesinjahit di koper bgitu d angkat loh kok "enteng"??
ternyataehternyataaa tu koper g ada isinyaa. . wah mamah panik keringeten jungkir balik mondar mandir komatkamit kayak setan (lebaaai)
wah curiga . curiga . melanda ,masalahnya dia sering aku tinggal sendiri tu di rumah

mamah pun mengancam " kalau ga di kembaliin nih besok , ibu bakal cek sidik jari sm polisi"
pembantuku pun wajah diam terpaku .
wah pertama ak sm kakak pd mbelain tuh ,kira kita kagak mungkin mbaknya, ckck
dengdererengdereng. pagi hari tiba matahari terbit dgn indaaaaaah, dan ak kesiangan walaupun ttep bgun plg pagi .hha
mbaknya sudah hilang jejak , ,, dan ingat" tentang koper yg gag ada isinya kan?
nah koper itu ikut hilang bersamanyaaaa. hha
paling dia takut sidik jari di lacak nih ,, hebat yaaa. top bener
akhirnya tertangkap basah banyak hal" yg ilang juga ,
uang , bed cover , baju , dan harga diriku pun telah dirampas oleh sang biadab itu (alah apa sih, yg terakhir boong ye)
para bapak satpam,rt,rw,tetangga semua berkumpul di ruang tamu membicarakan maslah ini dngn ibu ku .
aku dgn kaka"ku , tertawa d kamar membicarakan kebodohan si mbak nyolong,hha

eh alhamdulillah tadi abis pulang dr sekolah , ternyata mesin jahitku sudah balik , ihh seneng deh xD,
dan mbaknya belum ditemukan ,ia ngumpet kawaaaan hha
eh ternyata dia berkomplot dgn suami atas smua ini ,
dan trnyata eh trnyata dia wanita simpanan
dan ternyata dia bilang mamahku meninggal maka dr itu barang bs djual ,
dan ternyata di terobsesi dgn lelaki yg menduakan dia
dan ternyataaaaaa dia wanita maaang ,hha

udh ah , panjang nih kalo kompliitt ,
pokoknya intinya.
org gila tu org , hha

beteeee

apaan sih .. dituduh ngambil uang . nyebelin banget!
uang 200 emg kepake mungkin
ngapain ak ngambil duitttt..
wong pas ibu mandi ak lagi ganti baju ,
malah difitnaaaaaah , betek gilaa!!

everything

"Everything" by: michael buble

You're a falling star, you're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.

And you play it cool but it's kinda cute.
Ah, when you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend that you don't know it's true.
'cause you can see it when I look at you.

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man( girl)
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.


So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
So, la, la, la, la, la, la,la

i miss you

daddy , it is 7 years after you passed away
do you know that i really miss you .
maybe im not such a good girl that always pray of you . sometimes i forgetto pray.

but daddy , i dont know what happen to me today.
i see you picture and my tears down to my cheek . and it become cry . i miss you dad. i really miss you .
i just dont know. it feels so hurt when someone talking about their father. someone sometimes talk about their fathers lik'e he is so bad
i just cannot talk with them ,i just can smile and think i wont c ry .
i really want talk about you , i want feel proud about what've you done and tell them.
sometimes they just dont believe me.
they think im lie about you
but everything i said its true. nothing is a lie.

i proud with you
if i remember your smile , just like a beautiful thing in the world ,.that i can see it anymore.
it makes me cry just remember you.
it makes me hurt with remember you.
and it makes me smile just with remember you

and daddy, you know? imiss you hug,i miss your kiss,imiss your smile, i miss your smell.i miss everything about you,'
in the world without you.sometimes i feel empty,
and when i see your face in the sky,
i just know that you always take care of me. ilove you dad,.and i always do

tired t

do you know honey?
im tired to be the patient
im tired to be such a good girlfriend for you
why you makes me feel hurt yesterday?
i just want you to know
listen to me ,
your words. the way you speak.. can you be more softly?
im not your friends like the others!
im your girlfriend.
and i loveyou more than you do .
and i dont want this makes me hurt like before.

and i say it again ,iloveyou

rasa sayang

love can be the best thing in the world
and love can be the worst thing in the world
why this thing that we call "love" always come to our heart?
love is make us sad love is make us happy and change
but why we love "love"?
can i answer it?
why love is hurt sometimes?
why this thing come to my life and then just lost in my mind?
why it broke my heart?
and why it makes me smile all the time?
love have no respect , cause when it gets hurt, we just cant forget it

ayo ayooo .

wow. gila ya sekolahan ,
kta ceritanya libur nh 2 minggu , tapi bujet gilaaaak,
peernya bok. kayak buku telepon aja, mhuahaha
bayangin deh matematika ada 365 soal.! ipa udh ada 3 paket peer. dan ga maen" jg tebelnya.

dan parahnya aku kmrin bru nyicil dikit , jadi seminggu ini harus extra work to do ,huhu
tapi aku semangaaat! i'm now on grade 9 ;so i must do the best for everything,
dan senengnya di kelas 9 ni im around the best things in the world! family, friends, boy friend x) and the other.
what a surprise?!i love my life so much.

god, maybe daddy is not here, but i always remember him all the time,
i hope you are happy there dad. :'-)

so ,, this post maybe just a short text , but i mean it a lot.

thats all ,
xoxo