i was a model , yes i am. but im getting fat and i quit and then i've done crazy diet and im getting skinny again ,but im not a model anymore. i really want to be but just not the right time. maybe sometimes.
well i got some (maybe?) good photoshoot. there are some of it ;)
well,,,, is not really that bad right? maybe its doesnt look like a real model ,maybe next time i post it when i really really become a model . amin ^^
HURAAAY!!! yey my mom and him were geting close and getting close again, yesterday is one of the best day i ever know ... me , my boyfriend and my mom were going shopping and having dinner together first because SimpangLima is closed because Semarang anniversary so we cant go to CL or Paragon then we're going to JavaMall. im so excited because we are having so much fun, im in love with him and im in love with my mom too hhe and both people who ilove so much were getting close !!! oh my god who the hell i am if im not happy ? of course im happy , getting crazy maybe hahaha
yes that is his name, ilove his name as much as i love him hehe finally after a longlong time yes im fallin in love maybe i never get any long relationship b4 ,i just got like 5 month and 9 month but i thought that i'll get it soon . with this man i'm sure that everything is gonna be okay i love him and he loves me i miss him everytime like he miss me too i look at his eyes because he look at my eyes first i hug him and dont wanna let him go i dont know how long this relationship could be, but i hope this is last forever however and whatever happens i will always remember him , ilove him i trust him i miss him , :* my dear one , i just can see it in your eyes how much you love me , thanks bby . for once again . iloveyou
now here i am , typing for what im thinking about. i just remember , life is just too short for people like us,
15 years and i still think that i wasted my times , my short lifes with a lot of things that very borrrriiiing .
in past , like 8 years ago . my dad passed away ,and he still 36 years old. im still in 2nd grade . and i still cant believe that , he handsome and awesome he is my superhero and he was my future husband ,
nobody can choose their life, nobody can make her own destiny . every single way that i do is also usefull but thats not effective actually we can see , people on the road , people who sleep with no bed , no respect and no love.
maybe those people cannot make their own destiny but if they can make their life better, but i think that they just dont get it , how is life things, this THING work they just regret , they just gave up . they dont understand how to make their life better
and now , they sleep in the cold dark side, without no bed, no stories , no blanket, no kiss, no love, no food, no money , and hopeless
thats why i want to say to all of you who read this maybe we cant make our own destiny , but if we try we can make it better so dont you ever gave up and surrender we just have to keep our passion to make it stronger
i believe that everybody can do it. just keep trying people.
oke ak cm mau sharing aja tentang hidup ku . duniaku , dan pandanganku
mungkin di pandangan orang lain aku itu berkesan bahagia, mewah dan seneng terus tapi mereka ga tau di balik semua itu terkadang aku nangis , sedih , nglamun dll kita tu harus mensyukuri .i know . tapi kadang hidup itu sakit ya , bener kata bapak sosio , "hidup itu buruk, hidup itu indah , hidup itu buruk tetapi bisa menjadi indah apabila kita berusaha." aku kadang bsa seneng banget bisa ketawa banget sama temen2 sama kluarga tapi kadang aku bs sedih banget sampe nangis2 cuma gara2 satu msalah
kamu tau ga hidupitu bisa jadi sesuatu yang sempurna apabila kita terus jadi suatu org yg konsisten , dan hidup itu bisa jadi buruk banget kalau kt sendiri g bs ngertiin diri kita sendiri . :)
yah , buat kalian semua cowok2 yang ngerasa ga setia dan ga bs ngehargain perasaan cewek lain , that tittle is the good one for you , burn in hell boys
oke first of all , bs ga sih kalian tu cuma deketin satu cewek aja? aku yakin dluar sana ada cowok yang setia dan g bakal nyia2 in cewek yang dia deketin gtu aja tapi kalian yang ada d skitarku skrg , use your brain dude, ! oh i think you dont hv any, good
kalian pikir kalian tu yg terbaik ya? malemnya ngrayu kek , blg sayang kek , nembak kek paginya? siang nya? malemnya? besoknya , kamu udh sama cewek lain yah ,thats the one what makes me really want to kill you , cut you in piece and burn you into a dust , feel that !
yah aku harep cowok2 yang ga kayak gtu bs tetep setia sm pcrnya tlg deh jgn brubah , dont change into a jerk like them
and maybe i can find one of that type , the one who respect me and i respect him , the one who love me and i love him , the one who stare in my eyes and say iloveyou like i do love him i hope so , thats all , i already threw up everything , thanks
Back when I was a child Before life removed all the innocence My father would lift me high And dance with my mother and me and then Spin me around till I fell asleep Then up the stairs he would carry me And I knew for sure I was loved
If I could get another chance Another walk, another dance with him, I'd play a song that would never ever end How I'd love love love, to dance with my father again
When I and my mother would disagree To get my way I would run from her to him He'd make me laugh just to comfort me Then finally make me do just what my momma said Later that night, when I was asleep He left a dollar under my sheet Never dreamed that he would be gone from me
If I could steal One final glance One final step One final dance with him I'd play a song that would never ever end Cause I'd love love love to dance with my father again
Sometimes I'd listen outside her door I'd hear how my mother cried for him I'd pray for her even more than me
I know I'm praying for much too much But could you send back the only man she loved I know you don't do it usually But dear Lord she' s dying to dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep And this is all I ever dream